Buddhist monk, make-up artist, and LGBTQIA+ activist Kodo Nishimura on self-acceptance and the meaning of beauty

Kodo Nishimura talks to us about make-up, meditation, and more

There is an easy metaphor in the fact that Kodo Nishimuras kimono is made out of Uniqlo shirts. The Buddhist monk, make-up artist, and LGBTQIA+ activist has made a career out of combining centuries-old traditions with modern sensibilities. Now, he has published his first book, This Monk Wears Heels, and has just finished celebrating its launch with a series of events at Londons fashionableoutlet for Nordic andJapanese food, clothes and knickknacks,Pantechnicon.

Im speaking to Nishimura in one of Pantechnicons Japanese-style dining rooms. Weve reached the end of our interview but we hang back so that Nishimura can talk me through what hes wearing that day and show me the outfit pictures he regularly posts on his Instagram. The kimono-shirt is the creation of his stylist who bleached, dyed and sewed new buttons onto two button-up shirts. Button the two shirts together, Nishimura tells me, slip the shirt on backwards and tie the sleeves around your waist like a belt.

It might seem contradictory that a Buddhist monk is so fascinated with clothes and make-up, and that he documents these interests on Instagram, or even has an Instagram account at all. There was a point when it seemed that way to Nishimura too, who was born into a family of Buddhist priests and grew up in a temple. In adolescence, he struggled to understand how he could reconcile his LGBTQIA+ identity with his Buddhist upbringing, and it wasnt until he moved to New York at 18that he began to fully embrace his homosexuality.

When I was in New York, or when I was travelling in Europe, I felt that religious values are one of the biggest hindrances for people to be themselves. When I studied Buddhism I used to hate it because how can you be liberated by chanting? But my mother, who is a pianist, told me that before you say you dont like Mozart, you have to study his music. You have to analyse the composition, play it, and then you can have a valid opinion.

I didnt have that valid opinion about Buddhism, so I decided to go into monk training, to see what its like and if it could help me evolve as a person. Returning to Japan and embarking on two-year monk training made Nishimura realise that Buddhism actually supports LGBTQ people and that it says that everybody and anybody can be liberated equally. The essence of Buddhist teaching is not to maintain and preserve a traditional image but to help people. So I thought, why dont I apply that teaching to what people are interested in today, such as make-up or fashion, in order to make Buddhism more relevant and approachable?

Nishimura believes that beauty is the ability to find beauty and make-up is a tool that can be used to enlighten that discovery. His make-up tutorials are designed for all genders with a particular focus on men and trans women. The tutorials encourage them to embrace bold make-up looks that they have admired but might have been too nervous to try themselves; or offer tips like how to use an orange-hued concealer to cancel out the blue-shades of beard shadow.

As Nishimura sees it, the desire to look beautiful can be a positive force rather than a hindrance in your life.

Desire can be the source of suffering, if you are addicted to something that can choke you in the long run, he says. But completely detaching yourself from any kind of desire, whether that is wanting to look beautiful or wanting to have more things, or whatever it is, is not necessarily right. As long as we are human, we must want to live, we must want to eat and sleep, and have sexual desires. So denying desire is not the goal, but eliminating certain desire is the solution.

For instance, if you suffer from a hopeless situation, like losing someone you cant get back, then youneed to give up that desire and move on. If you are so addicted to buying nice clothing that its causing you to run out of money, then giving up the desire and realising that you actually dont need those things is the solution. But becoming entirely free of desire itself is not the goal.

Nishimuras approach to mediation is equally inclusive. He recognises that the idea of emptying your mind might not appeal to everyone, in fact, it doesnt even appeal to him.

I prefer to sort of vomit all the emotions and thoughts onto paper or talk to people about it, he says. Thoughts are like ghosts. Unless you make them tangible, they are going to haunt you. If you write down your thoughts, make them something you can see, then they cant scare you anymore. Its like turning on the lights of the haunted mansion at Disneyland; youre suddenly not scared anymore because you know the why and how.

Another thing Buddhism talks about is how everything has a reason. No one is really trying to make you feel angry or sad, rather [their behaviour towards you] is a reflection of what theyre going through. Being able to see from a distance by writing thoughts and experiences out, and analysing them makes it easier to see how a person is just reflecting their current situation onto us and ultimately makes us feel more chill.

Is there one piece of advice he finds himself thinking about all the time, I ask Nishimura? Its a sin to lie to your heart, he says without missing a beat. Which means finding a way to be in sync with the world around you and not lying to yourself. I keep telling myself because its hard, but thats the only way to make everybody happy, even if it means going against the expectations of your society or community.

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